Healing Story Birth and Death

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This lesson was not a part of my original earth hearers class but in light of my mothers passing I decided it was appreciate to add to the class. I know you will see the lessons I learned in it prepared me for understanding a son and a mothers love just a little deeper. I spent the morning with a small group celebrating the Buddha’s birthday at the stupa, A tradition at Mays full moon celebration and meditation of compassion. As has been the case for the last few months we started our mediation to coincide with the One World Healing so we could connect to the energy of all the Reiki Masters gathered for it. Later in the day would be the Celestine Prayer meeting. What a great day this was going to be. This month’s healing brought me thoughts of compassion and healing for those who wage war and for those who are victims of those who wage war. During my meditation several times I thought about the River of Life and trying to stay in the middle of these two powerful polarized energies so that I could use my balance to send healing energy to both. We finished and spent some time healing each other with group reiki sessions and I left feeling at peace. When we returned to the farm we found that neighbor’s dogs had attacked several of the llamas she is raising. They had killed a beautiful pure white llama and had attacked two others. One who could not stand had dragged itself across the field it´s rearend torn to shreds. The third had escaped with several large bites in its rear legs. I can’t put into words the pain I felt looking at the carnage. We went to work on the one who could not walk, wrapping her in a rug to warm her, while I built a lean to tent to protect her from the rain. It was impossible to move her so we tried to make her as comfortable as possible. I ran energy into her and felt her weeping soul, scared and confused as to why these animals had waged war on her and her family. I told her I was there for her and would do what I could to help her make it though this one way or another. I cry as I write this because I my heart breaks for the tragedies in life and I know there are so many tragedies happening all over the world but tragedies no matter their size, where they are or who they effect, I know do not change the essence that is me at my core. I stay true to my point of conception and find strength in my belief that it is better for me to have an effect on the tragedies than for the tragedies to change who I am. I was deeply affected by the healing meditation I had done at the Buddhist center and I was deeply affected by the anger I felt over this ruthless attack. These two opposites existed in one space and time. As difficult as it was to make sense of them existing side by side, in the same day, I found I could use one against the other to keep me at Zero point, in that place of Quantum Polarity, where I could see that the essence of my strength was the strength of my essence. The me at conception, where the circumstances outside of me could not change the person I saw and felt...